focus

I focus too much on
the sex sometimes.
On how many times this
week.
I don't focus on
the love sometimes.
I am a selfish bastard,
sometimes.

I focus too much on
the noise our fights make.
They make my ears bleed
and numb my head.
I get dizzy when we
fight.
When will it stop?
I worry too much,
sometimes.

I focus too much on
the money sometimes.
Too little, not enough.
Money leads to fighting,
and fighting leads to
noise.
My ears bleed.

I focus too much.
I focus, and still focus on
her.
I never stop focusing on
her because she is
my air, water, and fire.
She is my life, and
I love her.